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She means so much to me.
We have been separated for over a month now and I really want and need her back. So much has happened since then. So many fights and tears and confusion has happened that it's so hard to know anything for sure. What I do know for sure is that the two of us have been through so much with each other and we are still together at heart and in friendship. We have been through some horrific fights, and what can I expect? We are both two wild and crazy kids still and we love each other. Those things don't really mix well, but we are making our way through and I know we will end up happily ever after. Something tells me it wont last past this month. But we will see, I have eaten my words before. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| Spasmatic, random, silly, pointless, retarded. Those are some words that I use to describe dancing. I don't understand people who go to clubs. They get drunk, grind on each other, and then makeout, or hookup. MAYBE.
*The pulsating, mind-numbing, hair-splitting thump of bass is in the air*
Guy walks up to girl to the sound of the thumping.
Guy makes eye contact.
Guy starts to rub denim cock on females ass, lower back, upper thigh, and air surrounding the girl.
Girl is nearly too drunk to feel it, tries to smile but cant feel her face, so she looks like a pirate. "Aargh!"
Guy is turned on. Thrusts harder. Around this time his feet might are being picked up and placed to the thumping of the techno mix. Picked up, and placed.
Girls ego is inflated, thinks she is moving like Jessicca Alba in "Sin City", is really moving like my blind dog when is quakes, shivers, and spasmatically rubs his wang on someones leg, and his "lip-stick" protudes. Hot?
Throughout all of this jittering, thrusting, sweating, and awkward facial expressions, the temperature rises. They make their way to the corner. They start to suck face like only two sweaty, drunk people can, sucking and licking under each others mouths, over each others mouths, bumping noses and trying to breath through all the saliva at the same time. Mmm
Numbers are exchanged and entered into their respective phones under the names they think they heard, only to never be called again.
And that is pretty much as much fun as you can have at a club, unless you are a break dancer. If you ever go to a club and try to talk, be ready to be mouth-to-ear with the person, and be ready to ask the person to repeat what they are saying 1,000 times.
Time to go to work. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| So today I am going with Vlad to NEIT so he can sit down and find out what he has to do if he wants to go to my school. We should be there by ten. Then, Ashley wants to go to the gym and stuff. I like that she is going to the gym now. It's fun.
My Statistics class is going pretty well. It is only a five week course, and we have a mid-term. So Seeing that this is the second week that we will be taking this course, I think it might be time for the mid-term. Weird, huh?
time to go | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The clanking of a plumber installing a new sink. | | Current Location: | My study. | | Subject: | Just Updating... | | Time: | 09:39 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/happy_a.gif) content |
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| So I passed last semester with a 3.0. I was pretty happy with that. Now I am taking the class that I signed up for, Statistic's. It is a course from the bachelor's curriculum. It isn't too difficult. I will be taking it for 5 weeks, during my 6-7 week "Summer Intersession". Eh, no biggy, really.
I bought myself a kickass phone.
I am just glad the screen isn't broken anymore...
Ashley's ring came in and everything, and it fits great!
I just wish this fucking disgusting weather gets better soon. This is disgusting and ridiculous. It's cold and wet, I can't fucking stand this shit.
Work is work, and friends are friends. The guys and I haven't had a chance to do anything great yet because they are still in school and the weather is sucking shit right now. Stay tuned. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So say you travel faster than the speed of light, and you break the time barriers... and you go BACK in time to befor you were born. Say while you are BACK in time, you get shot in the face or something. DO you really die? Can you die if you had gotten shot BEFOR you were actually born?
Think about it.
Or do you just go back to your current point in time, to where you are still alive... like dying in a video game? | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The Flaming Lips | | Current Location: | My study. | | Time: | 09:30 pm | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| Am I just one big stupid ball of happiness and cheer? Certainly not. But here are some more happy things that I love, to make you sick:
I woke up after having some dream about buying an emperor scorpion and having sex with some anonymous chic, got my shower on, and suited up, and went out to brunch with Ashley at the Paragon. Saying that it was amazing would be a slight understatement.
Okay, right now, think of any breakfast, or lunch, that isn't cheap or unusual, and they had it. Go ahead, think. They had it. And IT was amazing, and it wasn't very expensive at all. It came to about $45, and of course, it was all you can eat. And we ate, believe me.
We then decided, since we have seen every other movie, and because this one looked good, to go see Over The Hedge.
This guy made me nearly piss my pants a couple of times. It was grade A.
Here is a weird thing about me lately... I have had the biggest craving... to buy a pet scorpion. Why, I don't know.
So I had a dream, about a girl, who wasn't my girlfriend, but in my dream she was my girlfriend. She didn't look anything liker. So we started to do it, and then she put powdered garlic in her mouth and proceeded with the fellatio. I don't want to get into it. Weird though, huh?
In that same dream I was at a pet store, about to buy a scorpian and look at a Chinchillah.
So whatever, so here is another fact about me. When I was a kid I used to go to the pet store like twice a week with my mom. I loved animals, and always tried to get a new pet. Lately, I have been craving to go to a pet store.
Today, Ashley and I had a little time to kill between brunch and the movie, so we went to my favorite pet store. National Pet. We checked out Chinchillah's, rabbits, fish, and I scoped out the Scorpian stock. It was great. They even had an alligator for sale. There is a reason it is my favourite pet store.
And here is the humdinger... there was a persian kitten there.
http://www.sequoyahs.net/ph2cayenne5w.jpg
http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a321/KoRnKid528/Wallpapers/Gremlins---Gizmo-1.jpg
And yeah, these cats come off like the have Down-Syndrome, and they tend to look a little like Gizmo. In this kittens defense, though, he was black and white, and not as Gizmo esque. This cat had such character though. And the cutest face ever, as you can see in that picture there of 'em chillen in Ashleys arms...
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| blah blah blah, shit has been real good, blah blah blah.
I have a Math exam to take Friday morning, and a Crime and Deviance exam to take Friday afternoon. I handed in my full set of construction documents today. I am hopeful that I did very well.
I am going to go pick up my Hitman video-game. It looks like a bloody good time.
I want one of the Jaws keychain/bottle openers that Tom is promoting so well.
I also want to pick up Ashleys ring that is being sized for her and give it to her.
I ALSO want to keep up with going to the gym regularly. I am feelin' all jazzed lately, can you tell?
I can't wait to go home and fuck my pet pig. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The bustling of my mom getting ready for our cookout. | | Current Location: | My Study | | Time: | 03:10 pm | | Current Mood: | happy |
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| Amazing weather.
Diamond ring.
Water fire.
Great dinner.
Holding hands.
Great weather.
Summer Vacation.
Good grades.
Days off.
Cookouts.
Air-conditioning.
Great weather.
"I love you..."
Commitment.
New video-games.
DS Lite.
Summer.
Friends.
Beach. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| So Today my plan was to go to work and then go meet ash at her house. Then I was going to go out to eat with Ashley to the Grille on Main and the Post Office Cafe.
I was 15 minutes late to work.
Then, I had a good day. Went well all around. Then Ashley meets me at work so I don't have to drive all the way to her house. Niiice!
So then we proceeded to the Grille on Main where we got some appetizers. They were delicious. We then walked over to the Post Office Cafe to eat dinner... and thought that we might have been underdressed. We left.
We then went to Spain restaurant (After getting lost in Jerusalem) and we had a great meal. The whole night, she was really affectionate and loving. She told me, though, that her mother doesn't think that Ashley and I are meant for each other. Who the fuck says that, really.
It was a great night, and a great meal (on her, might I add)
I really think that I want to be with Ashley for a long time. I hope she feels the same and all that jazz.
That was my day really... work and then out. Tomorrow brings more work and going to my grandparents to eat dinner. Sounds like a motherfuckin' blast bitches. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Silence. | | Current Location: | Home | | Subject: | Tattoo | | Time: | 11:28 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/angry_a.gif) cranky |
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| I got a tattoo. It is a celtic knot on my right tricep that symbolizes life, eternal youth, and many other things. To me, it reminds me to enjoy this life. To enjoy youth, to enjoy what has been given to me. It reminds me to not take things too seriously. It is a reminder to roll with the punches. It is a good reminder and symbol to say the least. I got it with Ash, kind of spurr of the moment, though I had been thinking about it for some time. We just up and left fresh city and screwed to Federal Hill Tattoo. It was pretty kickass.
My parents didn't even give me a hard time like I thought they will.
Done writing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So last night was rough. I didn't get much sleep. I remember just being up till about 3... doing nothing. Warm. With a stuffy nose... trying to cool off befor I went under me sheets. I guess it was just muggy out or something, who knows.
I remember maybe getting 2 hours of sleep befor I woke up at 6:45 this morning. Suprisingly, though, I am not exceptionally tired. Weird.
So after I go to this meeting in about 15 minutes to schedule classes for the summer and for the Summer/Fall trimester, I am going to head over Ashleys house. She is goin' to get a gym membership and we're going out to lunch. All is good on the Northern front...
Work tonight... it is going to be slammin'. I wonder who I am workin' with.
For the first time in a long time, it doesn't even matter who I am working with. I get along really well with everyone. Which isn't too different from ever befor. But for the first time in a while, no one there really ANNOYS me like certain people used to. Which is a relief. The workplace is more relaxed than befor, there is no tension, or negativity. My new manager, Christine is really nice and understanding and organized and she is just a nice person to have as a boss. She still keeps us motivated and lets us know when we do something shitty, but in a mature proffesional manner. Unlike Dustin... I mean, my LAST boss... who would reprimand you like an older douchebag brother would. It's a welcomed change.
As far as everyone else is concerned... I still work with Fermin, who kicks ass. I still work with Victoria, whom I like to bust up. The two newest additions are Tom, who is always fun to work with, and Jeremy, who might not work with us for much longer.
Tom actually works at the Smithfield store but constantly being snagged to our store. You're kickass Tom.
Jeremy is an interesting character, to say the least. He always keeps me laughing, for some reason. Like, even when he isn't trying to be funny. I am not laughing at his expense, he is just funny to me. I react to some people like that.
Well it is almost time for my meeting. Peace out cubscout. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So tonight was another night of aimlessly doing... nothing. I went to the mall today to buy some protein drinkies. I hope to start working out regularly like I used to. I haven't been to the gym in what seems like atleast a month.
I like to go with either Matt, my brother, or Vlad, and lately it has been hard to match up Vlads college and work schedule, to my college and work schedule to matts high-school and work schedule and my brothers high-school schedule. Or even to match my schedule with ONE of theirs.
Sooo, now, Ashley thinks that she might like to have a gym membership. I appreciate that she wants to start going. She says that we will motivate each other. With her new job, now, she can pretty much create her own schedule. She will be a little easier to schedule a gym visit with.
Not too mention the obvious plusses about your girlfriend going to the gym :-), this will give us something new to do together. Not to mention, get my skinny/fat ass into shape again.
I hope that we don't fall into the monotone routine of... driving somewhere for no reason, or sitting around for no reason... and just amusing ourselves with the purposely banter of trash talking mixed in with debates over which porn-star is best. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love that stuff... but it just seems like we just mush into that same old routine every summer. Hopefully we do some things around Matts house, seeing that he just moved by a lake.
I wouldn't rule out leaving another entry tonight. I am kinda awake. Anxious to start tomorrow and the weekend. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Great | | Time: | 08:14 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/optimistic_a.gif) hopeful |
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| So...
Incase there was any wonder to whether Ashley is a kickass girlfriend... let me show you something
Here is a direct quote from a text I sent here not two hours ago:
"You're my kickass pirate whore and I want to spank your fannie and tuck you in with a kiss."
That is pure insanity. What IS that that I had said to her? The thing is... she will get what I mean by that. She will understand that I think she is amazing and beautiful and that I genuinely care about her. Not only that... but the fact that she will still continue to love me and respect me after I say things like that is amazing.
On another note... I can't even believe some of that people that are alive, walking among us in this world. The mall is a shocking reality check as to how stupid you can actually be, while still being able to survive in this world. These people are reproducing as well, which shows no hope for the future.
I say... fuck school. I am doing alright now. I could be doing better but I am not motivated enough and have complete faith that I will still pass with atleast straight B's.
What a life I lead.
This summer should eat every other summer I have ever lived through alive. And then shit them out. And then consume them again. Only to puke them out. Then... maybe eat them again, with the other summers children on the side. Booya. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | silence. | | Time: | 11:34 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/apathetic_a.gif) blank |
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| SO I am back with Ashley, like I said befor. Everything is going great... she is everything I could ever want in a girlfriend, and in a best-friend. For some unknown reason, yesterday, I decided it would be a great idea (at 12 in the afternoon mind you) to have a couple of screwdrivers. Yes... I hammered down like four of those vodka beverages within 20 minutes. And they were strong. And yes, I was doing this for some unknown reason. I got to her house (Yes, I drove. And yes, I am a FUCKING moron) and we went for a walk.
After going on a really nice walk, and talking about EVERYTHING (mostly her venting about her job and some assholes that she works with), she had to go to CVS. I decided to go. I was really starting to feel it now.
I was fine till I got in her car. As soon as we got to the parking lot, I jumped out of her car to go puke in an empty space. When I got of the car, though, I was pretty okay, but I knew if I didn't do something about it then, then I would still be sick later. So I decided to act like a 16 year old girl who thinks she has a weight problem after a huge meal and shove my fingers down my throat. That did it.
We then proceeded back to her house where I collapsed on her bed for a couple of hours. It was great.
I must have drank like 10 glasses of water. We then decided to rent some movies. I kinda have a man-crush for Jared Leto of 30 Seconds to Mars. So we decided to rent one of his movies since he also acts. We rented Alexander.
The disgusting feeling that I had earlier came back as soon as we started to watch this horrible piece of shit of a movie. Jared was kickass... as... a gay man... but the rest of the movie made me wish that I was still in a coma.
The rest of the night was jsut me suffering through that piece of crap film. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Well I have always enjoyed writing and have always completly believed in writing to get things off my chest. So, with creating this Livejournal, hopefully I can get some things off of this hairless chest of mine.
So lets start with school. Fuck it. Fuck school and all of it's hypocritical, nonsensical, irrational tendencies. The end.
Lets begin now with Ashley, the lady that resides in my heart. We fight like animals... wait. I am sorry. Let me correct myself. We FOUGHT like animals. We broke up for a bit... it was great. For a few hours there I was really not about it, but then I enjoyed the state of mind I was in. We hungout the day befor Mothers Day. She took it upon herself to ask me if I wanted to give it another shot. I said yes. From that moment on things have been great. If this keeps up, I think I have found my lady partner. It's a great feeling. I can't seem to shake the feeling that it is all going to come crashing down. I guess my heart doesn't want to forget the past. Meanwhile, I am going to hangout with my gut, it has a feeling that this is going to last.
Give me summer. If it rains again I might just pull all of my hair out and kick a baby. I don't know though. Stay tuned.
Work is going well. It is weird to have some proffesionalism in the store, some organization as well. Things are looking up for EB.
Now, if I can just BS my way through these easy classes... I might just ejaculate.
Till next time. Stay tuned... | | comments: Leave a comment |
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